Partly succeeded

I am happy for having you as a friend and sorry for causing so much truoble.

It's definitely better

I can't really explain what have just happened. I accepted that life is not so easy, nothing is just black or white, and the future will come and show what is waiting for us. And now, I feel better. And that was the original aim, after all.

I may have my decisions

I hope I made them right.

That's also me

So much to say, but how?

And so much to think of. April brings changes as ever, and I do not know if it is good to me. I may have found a friend after a long time or may make a great mistake again. Time will be my judge on this. Till that, I'll be myself; helping, smiling, working and waiting for some signs about my decisions.
I just so bady want to be right this time...

Black or white?

Life is difficult.

Stop the world, I want to get out!

Why do I have heart to feel if I can't stop it? Why do I have brain to think, if I don't use it? Why do I have mouth to talk? Why do I have hands to type? And why do you have eyes to see me?
I am sorry for making your world difficult, I didn't intend to.
I have to be even stroger, but you do not make it easy for me, do you?