Countdown: 2

Two more days are left from this year. I know, it's just one and a half, but I won't count down in halves.
I am alone, baking a cake, watching films and waiting for the miracle. And now the miracle is made of a server admin password and about 130 kms of travelling. So let Lessie, Snoopy and Jozsó and anybody else you are waiting for come home.

Countdown: 3

Time is ticking and we are getting closer to the new year. 2008 will be the year of our new life. Well I have to do a lot of things for that. Let it be.

"This Should Be my Worst Day of 2007"

This was told me in January (I have the log). I won't tell what happened that day. And I won't even tell which day was it exactly. The man who told it is now my husband. Maybe he was right. And that day was not at all bad. That was the first time we... Oh, I nearly told :P
I was happy at that day. And so many things happened after that day. And I was so happy. Happier I have ever imagined.
It's time to start the countdown. Why start it with 4? I don't know. I just feel so.

Countdown started: 4

I Want to Be... Myself

Christmas is over again for a year. We gave and got presents, kisses, maybe love. We were a family again for some hours. And we were a new family too. This was my first Xmas as a wife. We spent Christmas Eve at home together. We didn't even go outside the house. We didn't want to. It was a memorable thing. We played, worked, talked and there were moments when we only lay next to each other, giving some kisses and thinking of the feeling inside.

When you are a child the whole family has Xmas together. It is a great feast with grandmothers, cousins, a great tree, a lot of toys, charming relatives. It is a pink thing.
When you are getting older, the family seems to get closer. There is a smaller tree, silent, kind and useful presents and maybe an all family dinner at the granny's.
When you get married the whole thing gets its meaning. If you think that Xmas is about love, your Christmas will be the ideal way to spend with your husband or wife. The feeling will touch your heart and you won't know what to do with so much things. You will maybe cry, but it doesn't matter. Nobody knows how to feel or what to do at the first time. All that matters is that smile in the other's eyes.
I can say, this was my first Christmas.

Choices

What do you think is worse: sleeping in a single bed or sleeping alone in a double bed? Well tomorrow I will be an authoritative server to answer this question, as we slept two nights in my bed (it's a single one) at the weekend, and now, I will sleep alone in our double bed as Jozsó is working and not coming home tonight.
I told him that I won't cry.

Thinking of You

It's December. I have some funny and happy memories from last December. Why should it be easy if it can be difficult?
I need to thank to Ket and Abu for the Santa Party, to the whole ONIK for all the help about it and to myself for being so creative, talkative and stupid to start an avalanche.
It happened in last November that I thought about giving some gifts to the student and teacher of the Faculty of Computer Science which we call here Faculty of Informatics (IK). So I thought about giving a cookie which is like the label ONIK. But how could we make it - we needed something to make the cookies with. Well, nothing is easier... we will make it ourselves. Let's see what is needed for that: a stupid girl with a more stupid idea and mood to start this whole thing (me), somebody who have the mood, the tools and the time to buy the needed things and to make the form we needed (that was Jozsó) and some other people who want to help and who make the whole process more difficult and more time consuming (these were the members of the ONIK).
So we went to the Praktiker then to the Baumax and bought something that is usually used border a door-step and Jozsó made the form we really needed. During the time of searching for the suitable thing to buy we talked about a lot of things - especially about ourselves and the girl liked and my boyfriend (this means 4 people).
After buying this funny thing we bought an ice-cream and went home. There is something interesting in eating ice-cream in November. I can't tell you what.
So the form was ready to make the cookie, but Jozsó had no time to stay for that as his mother came to take him and (especially) his computer home and after that he went to a concert. So I found some ONIK members to help me about the cookie and we cooked about two hundred pieces.
At the day of the Santa Party every student who came into the maths building got a candy and every teacher got a cookie from us. I remember I wore a white sweater, a black and white skirt and a pair of black boots (and also corset belt - this was important in generating the further events).
At the beginning of the party we played some games - I taught Jozsó how to play GO (hmm I need to order a GO set tomorrow...). After that there was a real party with a lot of dance. (The girl I talked about before was to much drunken so she went home, my boyfriend didn't even want to come.) I danced a lot that night - principally with Jozsó. All the chemical procedures started... And so starts our history.
And what about the future? Well we are married for 15 days not a whole year after that occasion, and I tell you, I am very happy.

p.s. I added "Jozsó" to the blog dictionary, so the spell-checking won't tell me again that I wrote something wrong when I write down my husband's name.